CHANGES

Change is constant they say and everyday we come around to the realization that it’s true.

Are changes good? Do they attract fear? Do they make you wonder what tomorrow would be? Do you sit and reflect on the past?

Change is scary but it’s needed tbh. It’s final year in school already and 3 years ago, I didn’t think I’d meet the people I’ve met, the experiences I’ve had both good and bad. I mean, coming here I was just a little naive 18 year old with well, big expectations lol but you see, life always has it’s own plans. There’s been happy moments and sad times. Most days where I have to hide the shyness because everyone is expecting you to not be that girl. But I’m that girl, shy, introvert, play scenarios in my head all day long, scribble short and incomplete poems and notes, write a love letter to my future lover, write a heartbreak letter to all the boys that let me down, goofy.

The point is, Everything is changing and nothing will really stay the same and this is where fear comes in. But I guess it’s okay to be scared, it shows you’re human, it shows you feel, it shows you’re growing and aware of your surroundings. You should live in the now and stop worrying too much about tomorrow, because it will take care of itself. I should live in the now and let tomorrow take care of itself.